throughout the years of
dedication it took to acquire the title of fbi trainee, never had one
mentioned getting away from the practice. it’s not curious that one
such as will graham would proffer equivocal words, but starling thinks (hopes ) that it is a byproduct of dr. lecter’s cruelties. the good doctor is incarcerated. he wouldn’t do starling the same. would he?
“ i don’t think i’ll be getting away any time soon.”
❝ – agent starling! agent starling!CLARICE! you’re leaving a paper trail, ❞ she laughed as she picked up the papers and walked up to the young agent. ❝ need some help? ❞
[ They killed him. ] ✕✕
Just as limber frame bends to retrieve fallen pieces of paper paper from the questionable floor of the Bureau, Alana Bloom’s familiar voice echoes and the faintest hint of a smile crosses Starling’s angular features. She grants the shorter woman a nod and follows with a huff of breath.
“Thanks. Guess I was distracted. What are you doing here after hours, Dr. Bloom?” Always a stickler for formalities.
this last week has not been kind to will graham. he didn’t sleep well. he doesn’t really sleep well at all anymore, but even the alcohol didn’t help this time. it’s just him and the dogs and the boat motors, and none of his normal vices help.
take a drink. pick up the wrench. try to stop his hands from shaking. fail at that. scratch behind one of the dog’s ears for a while. realize his hands are still shaking. take another drink. don’t look in the mirror as he washes his hands. try not to think about years ago. try not to think at all.
he’s considering breaking something when he hears the dogs boof quietly –the warning noise that someone approaches. maybe if he broke some- -thing he’d feel better. he’s pretty sure that any visitor coming for him, at this point, isn’t going to be someone he wants to see.
at least he’s been up for a while, and so he’s fully clothed.
he gets the shotgun and leans it up against the wall beside the door. he only answers at the knock.
he’d seen plenty of trainees in his day as a professor, to be able to spot that fresh hunger now. she looks mostly calm. young and green, no experience, no idea how this will go. still faithful yet, that the fbi will keep her under their wing, that they won’t string her up to bleed. in contrast, his voice scratchy from misuse, the gravel in it from years of exhaustion:
“ is there something i can help you with? ”
Her mind will not attempt to refrain from detecting something akin to bitterness nestled within other’s spoken syllables, try to pinpoint something behind this man’s tired eyes that is not being said. Starling mentions naught of the subject, though; instead focuses on the task yet to be dealt with at hand and proffers a sharp nod of head. Once.
Don’t fidget, keep calm. What harm is there in a few questions? None? None. Is that a dog?
Curious eyes resist the temptation to flicker about the home, then, scan the man’s clothing, scrutinize the various canines lounging, standing, and looking at her. ( At least they don’t talk back.) She inwardly pats herself on the back for maintaining her composure and a ghost of a twitch of lips is rid of in a hot second.
“ Will Graham.” Not quite a question, but a short-lived ascent of tone rounds off the ex-agent’s name anyway. “My name is Clarice Starling.” Back to customary, solemn timbre now. She keeps a tense hold on the papers in her right hand as the left slips a temporary badge from the inner pocket of her outdated ( black and brown and blue… ) windbreaker.
“ I’ve been assigned to a special case and I’d like to ask you a few questions, if that’s all right.”
Badge of embarrassment, be it only in front of The Good Doctor, is tucked inside of her pocket.
Working as long as she did with the little Starling, Alana’s become awfully accustomed to her mannerisms. (She picks up uncannily easily, but now she knows them better than her own palms.) So when Clarice’s eyebrows lower, when they abandon their casual post, Alana knows this is problematic.
She can’t blame her. Lecter’s caused a downward spiral in both their lives. Alana’s has just been more sustained.
“I figured it was only a matter of time, but to copycat someone like Dr. Lecter–” she is always so careful not to call him ‘Hannibal’ now, “–would require an amassed sophistication. Really, this person’s– copycat-ing Lecter’s copycat-ing of Garrett Jacob Hobbs, I think. It’s more complicated than it’s worth.”
Some kind of Inception bullshit she isn’t in the mood for.
(Maybe it’s the whole eating people thing in discussion. It always makes her a little foggy.)
“Well. I think it would be best if we went to get a cup of coffee and discuss,” Alana, all five feet of this little creature, is slipping out from behind her desk. Immaculate as always– a giraffe-print blouse, white and red, wrapped around her frame, a high-waisted red skirt neatly off-set by a thin black belt, “because I have an idea that this topic is too tense to corral into my office, and it’s been too long since I’ve seen you, so I’m demanding a minute to actually enjoy your company.”
[ They killed him. ] ✕✕
To decline an offer stemming from a seemingly good-natured heart forces a ‘No, no. Really. It’s fine.’ down throat and instead coaxes forth a half-smile and slight crinkle of sinew surrounding eyes.
“Sure.”
In any case, the pinpoints of maroon still glisten with the uncovered ( still bloodied, were it a physical wound ) gash from mention of the old acquaintance. Where is he now? Does he still serve the rude? A recluse, now, perhaps? A phantom in an opera house? A savant in the hills of Italy? Dead?
She should drop it, drop it dropitdropitdropit. The past is the past. The present is the present. Alana Bloom. Coffee. Okay.
“Yeah—just gotta grab my things.”
Voiced action is followed through and once appropriate files are gathered underarm and once shirt is straightened and once hair is ran through ( a comb or two by way of lithe fingers ) a clearing of throat ensues. The taller agent —if minutely so — stands beside Bloom.
“You lead. I don’t know of any coffee places around here. … Never have time.”
There’s a special sort of good cheer that is mostly reserved for Clarice and Clarice alone. Perhaps promising young women remind her of a time when she, herself, was young and promising. That’s left behind long ago– this Doctor Bloom is fragile but capable. Her students call her a steel marshmallow, sometimes.
“Definitely a copycat. Pretty sure it’s not alleged, because he wouldn’t be stupid enough back into the area,” She turns a cluster of files toward the Special Agent, pushes them forward, “–Guess whose copycat.”
Who would know a Lecter copycat better than the woman the Bureau jokingly refers to as the ‘leading expert on Hannibal in the field’?
(In spite of the fact that Crawford often disclaimers most cases with ‘Doctor Bloom and cannibalism are not to be in the same discussion’, but has anyone ever tried stopping Alana when she has her mind set? It’s impossible.)
“Please make it clear to Jack that once he knows the particulars yes, I am remaining on the case.”
[ They killed him. ] ✕✕
Reappearance of the man who sent her life into a downward spiral coaxes forth a sharpening of jaw and lowering of brows — unknowingly raised, casual pleasantry with old acquaintance causing such.
The urge to balk at the file, at Jack Crawford for not telling Starling what she is getting herself into, is downed along with any snide comments.
( Her father’s resonant voice speaks within her, then. If you can’t play without squawling, Clarice, go on to the house. )
“Yeah, yeah.” A murmur under breath — far from rude, for attention is honed in towards the given file. “I, uh.” Okay, Billy. Now we’ve got a sonuvabitch who thinks he has someone worth copying. You know what? Fuck you, Jame Gumb. And fuck you, too, Jack Crawford.
“I’ll let Crawford know when I get back.” Sharp eyes glance slightly downward to figure adjacent. “I think I’ll need to dig for Lecter’s file. … The copycat might have got a hold of released information concerning what he said to me.” Even though she remembers it all.
“Clarice,” Alana says, and her head tilts upward to glance at the other, bright blue eyes quite vivid, a smile very clear on her face. She has a special place in her heart for her female students, and an even more significant one for Starling, who she’s worked with before (perhaps a little more carefully than others, perhaps because she’s protective of the ones Jack sees as promising), “to what do I owe the pleasure?”
[ They killed him. ] ✕✕
Minute detail of height ( this one oft surrounded by those of towering altitude; such trivial facts merging together after innumerable neck-aching encounters ) is rarely stored in alcoves of mind, so when Starling sees an old colleague of noteworthy — pocket-sized! — stature, a comment is budged behind tongue and rid of for underlying fear of coming off as rude. (Now you’re being rude, and I hate rude people, a familiar voice echoes. )
“Alana.” A pleasant smile, left corner of thin lips slightly tilting upward. “I was sent by Crawford to take a look at an alleged copycat. … Don’t know of anything else. He wouldn’t tell me much.”
One thing before proceeding: I am a full-time university student with a full-time job. As a rule of thumb, I will not respond to threads in a timely manner. I only post replies when I have some free time outside of my other hobbies, which is not often. If this turns you off to writing with me, that’s okay. I just want to make this clear in advance!
…ONWARDS!
I. Default verse: during- and post-TSOTL.
The default verse for this blog is set after The Silence of the Lambs, during which Clarice is a Special Agent of the FBI. However, I have also read Hannibal, so I can ( and would love to ) write in that verse as well! There is a remarkable difference in Starling’s character between The Silence of the Lambs and Hannibal—- if you would like a specific verse, please tell me.
Please note that I prefer book and movie canon to show canon; however, I can adapt Clarice to said canon without problems.
II. Small, private blog.
I tend to follow a very small amount of people only because I tend to interact with a small amount of people. I also prefer a smaller audience to read my writing, to be honest. This is not personal.
Thus, mutuals-only with regard to all interaction.
III. Ask prompts, reblog karma, etc.
Feel free to send in memes or questions at any time. I am more than happy to write multiple threads, and accept and send multiple ask prompts.
I tend to send in multiple ask prompts when I am close with another writer. This is not me pressuring you! It’s just me exploring our characters’ dynamic(s).
After all, we’re all here for one thing: to explore our characters!
IV. Shipping.
I will never force a ship on you, despite personal biases! ( I.e., Clannibal. )
V. Multi-verse, mains, exclusives.
There are massive quantities of AUs on this blog!
I am also very keen on the notion of exclusivity and mains, so feel free to drop me a line if we’ve talked enough ic or ooc. It’s really great to build solid relationships between characters when we have lots of threads going with each other. It’s the shit.
VI. Violence, god modding, etc.
God modding is not chill. Killing or causing serious harm to Clarice is considered god modding to me, but do not sacrifice your character’s personality for ‘nice’ interactions! Pushing, shoving, yelling — all fine. Just nothing serious unless you consult with me first hand.
VII. Discord info.
My Discord (forjustice #4751 ) is always available for threads outside of Tumblr. I tend to write more often via Discord since I am not on my laptop that often. Feel free to exchange user IDs with me so we can write or chat, or do a bit of both! Just let me know your URL when you do!
VIII. Triggers.
I have no triggers, save for screamers, and I will gladly tag triggers for you. This is what a trigger tag looks like: ‘ abuse // '
IX. Lastly...
Please keep in mind that roleplaying is a hobby and not a job.
* Protocol sounds tough, but it’s really not! As long as we read each other’s and generally abide by it, all will run smoothly. I’m an extremely gregarious person and I always welcome ic and/or ooc interaction! Never feel scared to send in an IM or message or anything of the like. We’re all here to write together, anyway!
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